I am on daddy duty tonight... E is at her connection group (I hope they don't eat all the pie! I was told if you don' go you don't get any :() I feed Olive and put her Jammie's on her. I then prayed for her and spoke in tongues over her in the rocking chair. She was out like a wet noodle. I held her for a good long time. I want her to know that she can rest secure because daddy is watching over her.
She has been sick this week and it has meant that E and I are on 3,4 and 5 hours sleep. Too little for us. I was supposed to study this week and spent most of it taking care of Olive. So as I rocked her I thought boy that crib looks inviting... Not in a weird way. I was am just tired. I am trying to work tonight but can barely make this post sound like it makes much sense. Pray for me as I prepare for Sunday. I have a great God thought that needs to be told but I just feel like I don have enough time to develop it... I do and have to not panic and just trust God.
I am realizing that the bible is all about trusting God. Sounds simple right? But think about
The Sabbath- don't work just trust that God will provide...
The year of Jubilee- forgive every one who owes you money...
Don't worry about what you eat or wear because God will take care of you scripture says...
So I am not going to worry... I am moving my schedule around to allow more time to study and I am planning on spending the next two days prepping for Sunday. I know that God can and will multiply the hours because this trip and taking care of Olivia while she was sick was a necessary and God pleasing endeavor.
So I guess in some strange way knowing that I can trust in my heavenly father in the stressful and tired times is like resting as scripture says in his wings. You and I can be "Tucked in".
OK... enough of the cheesy I am tired so I am rambling crap. I am going back to work tell E comes home.
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